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I'm tired. That wake up in the morning and feel like you have not slept kind of tired. That kind of tired that cold showers and strong coffees don't fix. That kind of tired that makes you think all day about the nap you want but know you're not going to get. I have officially hit the wall.
I knew this would happen. It is the culmination of a busy and overcommitted year where you simply push from one event and one commitment to the next. Most of these commitments have now been met and I am free to drop my bundle and so I have.
I have fairly well quit cooking, failed to pick up any toys and can not find the will nor the energy to fold that basket of washing let alone do any more. Bundle officially dropped.
I have about a week and a half before I have to return to work and a few of those days have been marked for the Squishy to spend the day with his carer, first to give the hubby and I some quality time and second to keep him in routine. Today was the first day he was cared for while we remained at home. I felt guilty and I missed him. Much to the relief of my conscious he had a wonderful day and he will go back tomorrow despite my guilt because I know I need time to find the energy to positively confront the year ahead.
I tried to have a bloggy break this week, thinking it would be good for me, but I just found that I wanted to write and I missed the process, so my bloggy break has been cut short. It might be a sign of my compulsive inability to rest, but I don't think so. I want to write because I enjoy it. In its own way it is restful.
So today I will sit with my mother and my sisters and finish my hand sewing and this afternoon, for the first time in a long time, the hubby and I will pull out the fishing rods and go fishing together.
I'm hoping that with each day that passes and with each gentle task, I'll find the energy to launch into 2013 with passion.
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