Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Goodbye Fair Lady...



You're off and away and it's awful.

I'm so sad.

I love your beautiful face. 

I have only ever known excitement at the prospect of seeing you. You have only ever brought me joy and I am not ready to see you go. I want to see Uncle Phil drive too fast up the 94 Wood Street drive and see you both get out with a bottle of wine and some Camembert. I want to marvel at your gorgeous hair and clothes and hear you give Uncle Phil some much deserved cheek. I want to hear you laugh again. 

I suspect you were allowed to make an early exit because you got it right faster than most.

You gave love and wisdom and joy at every turn, your contribution was grand.

The pain we feel in losing you is bigger than words.

I want to find some meaning in your leaving, but I can't. It just feels wrong. This stupid fucked up disease picked the wrong person and it was too damn big to conquer - despite your most valiant efforts.

I just want you to know I love you. You showed me what it looks like to live fully, to love freely and to squash leftover Camembert on my toast in the morning. You made your mark on me.

So cheers you tremendous lady - may you have a sweet, sweet journey home. We will look after your gorgeous man and we will see you soon xoxo

46 comments:

  1. Oh Bree I am so sorry, she sounded like an amazing woman. Thinking of you this evening x

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  2. Bree I am so very sorry for your loss and pain. Sending you a big hug xx

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  3. Beautiful Bree for a beautiful lady xxx

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  4. Sending hugs up from Canberra.

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  5. So very sorry for your loss. She sounds like an amazing woman. Hugs.

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  6. Oh Bree, I am so sorry. Your beautiful words are a lovely tribute. Sending very much love to you and yours xxx

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  7. She sounds like a pretty amazing person. Sorry for your loss. Rachel x

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  8. Sorry Bree, I'm sure she's very proud

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  9. Oh Bree, I'm so sorry. My deepest sympathies.

    Anne xx

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  10. So sorry for your loss it is always SO hard to lose someone!
    Laurie @ pride in photos

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  11. Hope you're doing okay today, thinking about you and so sorry for your loss. x

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  12. Bree ~ You wrote a beautiful post and your memories are wonderful.
    So sorry for your loss.

    Keep those thoughts in your heart forever!

    Lanaya
    www.raising-reagan.com

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  13. So sorry you have had to go through this. As sad as it is this post was so beautiful to read.

    Visiting from FYBF

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  14. Sorry for your loss. It sounds like you have many beautiful memories to treasure. Hugs

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  15. What a beautiful tribute, you brought tears to my eyes. Much love to you x

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  16. In some ways, God is like a person walking through a flower garden. One always seems to pick the prettiest blossom. So sorry.

    http://joycelansky.blogspot.com/2012/10/my-distant-husband-presents-boy.html

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  17. In some ways, God is like a person walking through a flower garden. One always seems to pick the prettiest blossom. So sorry.

    http://joycelansky.blogspot.com/2012/10/my-distant-husband-presents-boy.html

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  18. A beautiful tribute to a beautiful soul.
    Carolyn

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  19. I am so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful post you have written in tribute. xx

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  22. So, so sorry for your loss, Bree. She sounded like an amazing woman xxx

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  23. What a beautifully and lovingly written tribute to someone obviously greatly loved. Sorry for your loss.

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  24. so beautifully put x sorry for your loss x

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  25. So very sorry for your loss. May she be sleeping with the angels and dancing forever more xxx

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